Here lately I seem to cry at the drop of a hat. I was just reading a book, it’s part of a series that I absolutely love. I’ve read the series several times, yes it’s that good. It’s got sad parts in the books, but nothing gut wrenching… I’ve never cried before yet today as I was reading on my lunch, I came to a part that today made me tear up.
It made me think about the last couple of weeks. If I’m watching a TV show or a movie, I see a remotely sad part or someone tear up on screen or in print it automatically triggers my tears. I’m not pregnant (thank goodness) and I haven’t hit menopause yet (I don’t think) so what other reason could there be?
My life is stressful, but frankly the stress level isn’t all that high right now. I am upset about my grandmother (she has lung cancer) but it’s hormonal so per the doctor treatment should be very successful. I miss my son (for reasons I can’t blog about) but other than that things are pretty normal in my life right now. Although as I type that it makes think what one would consider normal?
I work with crazy people, a couple I adore and a couple I hate. Which that causes me upset because I don’t want to “hate” people to me life is short and that’s harsh. But this person deserves the “hate”. I try to keep it to myself because I don’t like hating anyone and frankly since I have to spend 40 hours a week with this person it makes my life easier to “fake till I make it”.
But anyway hopefully the tears will take a break, because what little makeup I manage to apply in the morning needs to stay put.