Ok here it is… I’m Fat! I’ve been fat for most of my life. I was pudgy as a kid, but managed to lose weight in highschool. I was jogging every day and felt great. But then I got pregnant and married. I gained weight with my daughter, then a couple of years later I got pregnant again and gained more weight. Didn’t bother to lose any of the weight, I mean I was married with 2 kids why bother?
Then a few years ago I got the gastric bypass surgery done. Which was great! I lost over a 100 pounds! Happy Dance!
Then I got divorced and then I got married again. After I got married, I went on a diet and lost some weight. I was doing ok, then my thyroid was removed. Then I had surgery on my leg and my foot. Then I started gaining weight. At first I was fighting it, but the pain was too much. So I sat around on my rapidly expanding ass.
I finally got my fat ass into gear. I started exercising. I figured out what was causing some of the pain and have been slowly but surely making some changes. One of those changes is I am seeing a hypnotist. She helped me quit smoking and I’ve been seeing her about the weight loss… I don’t know if it’s working or not. I do know that I ate 2 donuts today and I feel horribly guilty!